after so long, im back to post something.
after two rainy days, the sun finally came out today.
i was able to make it to office just in time before my manager and boss.
*wipes away cold sweat*
i overslept today! oh my. supposedly wake up at 9am,LATEST, but i woke up at 936am. -.-"
it sounds pretty horrible, but oh well, i'm used to it. (:
after working for several months of few off-days per month which was only 1 off-day/ week.
finally the scheme have changed to be more humane- work 1 day, off 1 day.
pretty shiok, but this also means that i have lesser time to serve customer.
i was lucky to have my off-days same as dear.
simply because he usually doesnt bring me out, whether to chill or not.
so now, with my off-days, i hope to spend more valuable and unforgettable times with him.
sometimes, when i was alone, i've always been thinking of how to change my views of things and my character.
am i really not mature enough? or, i am mature, but i've yet to learn more things?
sigh. environment really can change a person's personality.
previously, i was someone who's really possessive and totally thinks thats my bf has to be at my side every single sec other than work.
however, i'm currently immune or rather numb to the fact that my dear always goes out and left me alone at home.
whenever i am alone, i'll seek all opportunities to make myself occupied.
like, do some laundry, watch drama series, play online game, plan my stuffs etc..
and when time's up, i'll switch off the lights and fall aslp.
yea. pretty part of me now.
previously, i'll really stay awake and wait for my partner to come home, after which, we'll end up with a quarrel to our sleep.
sigh, frankly speaking, quarreling every single day is really tiring.
even if it doesn't consume any energy, it does consume a lot of saliva!
haha.
so dear:
dont make me angry okie. dont let any chance of quarrel seize our time.
i love you lots.
dear, i've spend quite some time to do this image up my blog.
you didnt know i've got a blog right?
haha, now you know. (:
okay, other than that, i've read jun ru's post today on her blog.
i do not know how to describe my feelings after reading that post.
i really do know how she was feeling, exactly, each single lump of uneasiness; i truly understand.
i myself experienced before.
when i broke up with keith, i am hoping things could come back, but i know it's really impossible.
hence, crying is my forte.
but now, i've walked through that dark valley and picked myself up again.
now, deborah's back.
so i do not know when i can share this with jun ru, but perhaps, one day she'll learn something from it even if the broken pieces cant be back at the places they used to be..
thurs&fri are my off-days! whoo. i'm really happy. (:
dear, make me happy! and i'll make you happy! hehe.