.Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ' 11:02 AM
You melted my heart, now, you froze my heart.
Each time my heart skipped a beat, you made it cooled and calm.
It wasn't the end for yesterday.
You made it stop. Completely.
I wish my heart could continue live for you, could continue beating for you.
For you, your smiles, your crap, your laughter, and your nonsense.
This time, I'm devastated. Not each time I'm the inferior, I gotta listen to you,
I gotta react to your commands.
I gotta listen to your every advice.
And not each time, you are right.
You could stand in your own shoes and understand yourself; expecting us to compromise.
Why not you yourself stand in our shoes, to experience all the shit you are giving to us?
I'm your closest, every morning when you wake up, you see me.
Every night before you sink into deep dreams, you see me.
why me whom you execute into tantrums?
I simply do not understand.
I do not understand why I could absorb your tantrums again and again,
But just a slight unwilling and short reply, you gotta make a big fuss out of it.
Please dear wen, I'm willing to give up everything just for you.
Though it might sound fairytale, it might sound mighty.
I just do it willingly from the bottom of my heart.
You won't know when I'm down at heart.
Neither will you know when I'm raining tears.
But I just want you to know how important you are,
How much I Love You.
-Deb